Elaine

now..let’s starts on 2nd jan…tat day got 2final papers…morning computer graphics n afternoon got TIS…..so sad wor…cuz i really damn tired n angry..all things tat i study din com out..tat com out i dunno..haih…supp paper sure waiting for me thing time..but den after the TIS paper i straight sms my mum n told her tat mt TIS sure fail..by suprise..my mum sms me bec n state"worry later n start enjoy now"..quite happy actually..so after exam i straight go ioi mall wif sze to watch "National Treasurer"..nice movie but heavy rain quite scary in the cinema…

in the same time when im havin exam n watchin movie,adrian(dear) is so bz starting to prepare to do nite steamboat.go jusco buy food n staff, clean n arrange my house(haha..so happy cuz i no nid do), contact ppl to com my house secretly, and cook the "daging tulang" soup also with the dumpling..all he do himself in the whole afternoon..so thax him actually…cuz of my b’day make him so busy,….

after the movie,sze n i went home…n i ask sze to had the steamboat too cuz the food tat dear buy really too much dy…when i reach home,dear is bathing so me n sze hav to wait him finished bathed outside my house..den we go in n wait for my cousins they all to com my house…haha..seriously very happy,tired n excited tat day..cuz no matter how is 21st b’day wor..dunno how ppl ll suprise me….

den finally everyone is here..is really suprise n happy to c my cousins n also ai jia..cuz at my 21st b’day can celebrate wif them is my pleasure n also their pleasure..hahaha….den we had steamboat till very very very*100 full..but the food still cant finished..sien..after tat everyone so busy to wash dishes cleaning the table n staff….n the next is..hahaha…B’DAY CAKE!!!!is a very cute power puff gal wif a big heart shape n is pink color…is the caramel cheese cake wor..i love it but really too big..hahaha..everyone of us sure cant finished..(so i spend 4days to finished it)..poor me..hahaha..so everyone start to taking pic…n sing b’day song..haha..den is wishing for the whole year..erm..wat i wish for…i also not sure wor..cuz too "kan jiong" dy..hahaha..last is cutting cake n busy eating cake…hahaha

so now..is the most interesting part..open presents..YEAH!!!!hahah…1st i open ai jia’s present tat she gav me…erm…she call me to guess..so i tell her tat "inside present better not a furry toy,uz i got asma so i sure ll return to u bec",when she hear this really like so down..hahaha..but i really juz jk..so her present for me is a pig pillow tat really very cute n sweet…den is tyan n qi’s erm….is a very very gold nike bag tat i really love it..den is sze..a very lovely heart shape necklace…really expensive give tat i really dun dare to received..

after tat we chit chat till bout 11 sth..n all of them going home..so..leave present from dear lo..hahaha…after my bathing,i saw a gold heart packet at the table n inside there is my dear lovely n sweet heart shape necklace…again..hahaha..there r so many heart shape thing le..i also dunno y…

den the next day,due to dear got paper on 5th jan he cant acc me the whole at 3rd jan..so sze n i go to 1U shopping n watch "Alvin and the Chipmunks"…haha..a damn nice n funny movie wor…love it very much..next we go to pyramid to find ade n also devon to had dinner..happy to celebrate wif them in my 21st b’day..all my best fren n also cousins is there…wat a lucky person m i..nid to thax to ying ying n bao bei to treat me the J.Co donuts..hahaha…thax thax..

den the 6th jan, go bec to mlk wif dear..herm…raining raining n raining..den reach mlk,dear’s mum giv me a polo shoes..erm…hard to describe but ill post the pic up dun worry..hehehe..thax wor…i like it..nite me n dear go to jonker..i bought a star belt..not bad lo rm18 i think..blink blink staff…

den now im at home..batu pahat the stone town..hahaha..with all my family..tmr is my chinese b’day..dad bring me to buy "key" necklace…means tat i m a grown up now hav my own key..hahaha…but i bought a very cute cute bear key necklace…den we go to had indian cendol….then reach home,dad started busy preparing dinner…got pumkin fried rice, erm…some sea-food from Australia n chicken..so full..haih..everyday also eat till so full..wanna slim also very hard wor…now is the 1st day is 21st of me…wat my future ll b..i really excited n also scare to face it..cuz there r really lots of thing there tat i nid to take up…really scare that the stress n presure ll kill me…anyway i can counted a very lucky person tat always got family,dear n frens there to support me,…..of cuz also my cousins…hope everything ll b very smooth in my future….wish me good luck lo..

another rear blog notice from elaine..is really rare for me to write a blog..cuz im a very very lazy gal..lazy to do everything but travel,play n slp..hehe..

mother’s day is coming..so wanna wish mother in this world "HAPPY MOTHER’S DAY"…hope all of the children can go bec n celebrate wif ur mum..

this year is very special to me cuz my parent seemd like very miss me n kept call me go home..i really very very long time din go home dy wor…n i bet my parent n also brother sure very miss me..this morning my mum call me n told me tat dad ask whether i wanna go home anot..(1st time my dad so concern of me)haha..so happy..cuz is mother’s day..so my dad hop i can go bec n celebrate wif them,…so..i dy decide tat wanna go home tmr..although got final..but who call is mother’s day..can sun bian go n play n relax at house/…at here so sien wor..but how to go home wor..such a good ques….hehehe…

so miss everything at hometown wor,….my frens n also family at there…everything is so memorable..really wish to go home now but how wor..is so far…haih….

now alone at libary study those notes..really feel so tired..n..’lonely,im miss lonely’…hehe…

now is 04/01/07,1035..yest is my 20th bday!!wah..age dy reach 2 in front wor..very scary ar!!!!

story start on 02/01/07, on tat day as usual,study study n study wif dear.whole house except wallice n james all go library "pia"!!tat nite dear very weird,he encourge me slp wor..usually he ll call me dun b so lazy n call me muz study.den when i woke up,he told me he wanna go bec n bring his notes cuz he din bring, but he dy finished all his notes n the notes tat he wanna study dy at my house..this excuse cant use den he change another excuse..tat is "wanna take his pass year,still at home" but afternoon he dy did all his pass year at library wor..wonder how hard for dear to think a excuse to leave my house..poor him..haha..at last he run out..when he bec,he bring along wif a 2nd present->body glove shirt(1st is the ROXY’s purse)n 2 pieces of secret recipe cakes..but no candle n stuff..we eat the cakes n study..after tat dear sang lots of songs for me..how sweet.

after all of this.bout 11sth finally saw mei chee came in room, i went out n c y so noisy outside n suprisingly saw jimmy stand at the door curiously i went to kitchen to c wat happening inside..1st is saw JS walked out from the kitchen den SS like theif"tou tou"inside our kitchen n light up the candle.As usual all of them sing bday song to me n make a wish,make a wish.."i wish all of us ll did well in our exam,wish everyone b happy n…last wan cant tell..sorry..=P..den is present time, mei chee took out present, after tat is karen..THAX ya!!!mei chee gav me mickey tat can hang on fon de n karen gav me a shirt..i love the present tat u guys gav..thax ya..

p/s: to th0se who still owe me present,i’ll wait for u guys to giv me wor..hehe..

anyway hav to specially thax to elvin also..gav me the x’mas present n also bday present..

dun even tik i’ll stop here, there is more of my special bday story..
on 03/01/07 morning i received lots n lots of ppl msg..thax to those
tosend msg to me..but the most suprise n most wanted ppl send msg to me!!tat is my mum!!!n also dear’s mum!!haha..really suprise n wish to say thax..

afternoon go to my 1st exam..TDS 1191, the ques still okay but when com out really got lots of ans tat differ from my fren..cham..

nite hav dinner wif my house-mate n also jimmy,JS n SS they all..vr funny guys..dear is havin exam so din had dinner wif me..his exam at 8pm..so after the dinner i went to jusco wif karen they all..buy lots of stuff wor..hehe..

after dear finished his exam,he call me n we went to yam cha..at putrajaya..the yam cha place is a place tat 2 indian shop’s like VJN but den they ll call u to sit left or right till very luan..so very scare everytime when wanna go there yamcha.Next we went to a very nice view putra bridge..a place tat i love to go when i feel bad n happy..the wind there very strong n not much ppl tat nite.chat a lot wif dear n finally came bec home on bout 12sth..

that’s all for my special bday story..thax to all of them tat greet me..god bless u n best wishes to u guys..love ya n miss ya to ade, sze n many many more of them!!!!

last but not least,now vey sleepy n tired. but hav to study n wish karen faster get well from fever..or else tmr also dunno how to take exam..   

last week, i abandone my assignment of cyberprenueship n went bec to mlk..haha..

life there really so damn differ..tat day after my programming exam,i straight away go bec home pack n den go bec mlk..reach mlk dy afternoon..juz reached mlk we straight away went to PC world buy 512MB RAM n also 80GB external hardisk. RAM only forn rm170++ & rm295 for my hardisk. Before going take money from ATM,i fon my mum n told her tat my need to ust those money for the RAM n also tghe hardick.at tat monent they dy reach TIOMAN BERJAYA…a damn nice place tat i really wish to go very very much..my mum even told me not to fon them again cuz they are doing spa now lar…haih..petty me..=P..after tat me n adrian go bbu,ice house there had "ba bao bin"..so long time din had it liao wor..

Finished the ice, we going bec to adrian’s house to have bath & rest..haha..after got new RAM & external hardisk my labtop really fast a lot wor..story till here haven finished..bout 7sth,we went to had "si ham" behind street..we eat a lot there wor..until i so damn full..den we went to the nearby jonker walk to hav a walk n sun bian buy sth there..at there i met yoong yew..he very bad wor..use his new "slipper"to beat me wor..=P..hehe..wrote it at here everyone also noe u go jonker tat nite loh..OoooppPpPsSSsssSs…..sorry…& adrian met some of his secondary sch-mates i think..at there i bought a pair of earrings n also a hair clips…

bout 10..i go n fetch hsien yun, shu jin n also yi wa wa..we went to the magic idea..tat nite mr. lee n long feng sang at there..got lots of song ther sang also ling jun jie de..so we wonder tat nite issit "LING JUN JIE ZHI YE"…we talk a lots at there..until the shop close…

last we went to bunga raya mamak there to continue "stories" tat we haven finished..without realise the time, is almost 3 sth morning..cuz the next day mornin we had to woke up at 8sth and go to church..sure also wanna go bec cyber to do my assignment dy……

wat a "full activities" weekends!!!!!!

     haha..today bought a body glove shirt..2 for only rm46 wor..n the pants also the same..haha..damn cheap wor..tat’s y i bought a shirt n pants..

     today sze came to cyber..my best buddy..quite some times din saw her dy..she still as"cute"as be4 n as"innocent"so be4..but now i noe tat got ppl can laugh until tears come out so many wor..hahaha..very cute..n her face damn red wor..at tat time i should took her pic n put it here..

   everytime after writting blog..sure got lots of ppls tat com n concern me..ask me wat happen, y u so sad n staff..but sometime ppl ll b down juz in a sudden..especially gals..this cant control de mar…for guys sure ll said this is so call emotional..but who wan to b like atat..i also dun wan ppl to tik tat im a troublesome gal..

        tmr got programming test..no mood to study at all..mayb cuz is a "open book test"..tis is y i totally no mood to touch the notes n also online notes..not like my house-mates..all like evry rajin studyin..haih~~how to cure the sickness of lazyness??! HARD…anyway tmr im going to mlk loh..

        going there to take my new bag, visit my frens & adrian’s parents, buy RAM, external hardisk n also do many things..hope i got time to gathered wf my frens n chat lots of thing at once..den i wont feel tat leave very far from me..but i need to say sorry to my parents tat i need to use ur money again..but i really dun wish de..my labtop really very slow n also not enuf place for me to instal n download anything into my labtop anymore..if buy destop ll b very expensive n labtop also dunno wanna put where..so..hehe… tat’s all for me today..spend lots of money..say lots of things today wif sze n xiao mei..last..din study at all..DAMN!!!anyway..shu jin wen yi n shien yun..im coming to mlk loh..hehe…meet u guys loh…

        herm..this is really a boring topic..but wat i wanna wrote is today test i really dunno wat m i doing wor??n also study liao also dunno wat lec notes states about..by the way..heard of wen li, shu jin n yi wa wa(although she sound very tired)’s make me feel warm suddenly n really happy tat hav them to b me frens..thax u guys..really hope to yam cha wif u guys after test wor..like be4..but..impossible..

      den i would like to thax  2those who read my post n gav comment to me..really thax u guys n i really appreciate wat u guys taught me..n i really noe i got lots of frens tat there for me,cares bout me n also lov me..the fact is..all of them dy leave me n gone to a very far way..i really dunno how can i go on wif this life style..

       nobody can understand me..cuz im now in between my friendship n also my relationship..really hard n confusing..here say me n there scold me..i really dunno wat thing n do wat ll make thing change!!is really bad if i said everything out..n i also noe tat the for my own good..but CAN U GUYS GIV ME SOMETIMES TO TAKE A BREATH??!!! i really dunno how long can i stand it..i cant angry wif my fren n also my dear..both of them also din nth wrong..all wrong is me!!!!!but wat can i do to make things perfect??

    really hope can run to a place tat dun hav a person tat noe me..n at there i only can rest completely..

       cuz i dy tired of everyday being say,scold n order by ppl..all i wan is a very simple "XIN FU" tat my family, dear,relatives n frens gav me..no argue, no fight..all laughter n also harmony..can anyone giv me this?? HARD!!! even GOD tik tat is HARD!!!!!

       after so many years..i finally noe there r a lots of ppl in this world got the same thinkin as me..many ppl think tat i wont let my feeling out is very bad n stuff..but this is juz me..a person tat dun wanna to put myself out n let ppl noe..unsecure??!!yes!!!this is the ANSWER..but y??i also dunno..n another answer is cuz i dun wanna ppl to b sad as me(i mean when im feelin down but i act as very happy)..tis is the reason y adrian ll scold me..he always said,if feel sad,scare or wat staff muz say it out or act it out..this only ppl ll noe n help u..but i think tat like tat ppl ll tik tat im a gal tat very weak a staff..so i wont easily let my feelings out..is this wrong??!!

             this is the 1st time wrote blog in beta year..this year really make me very cham..lots of lots of assigments  always cant finished..test n staff!!!this issit the way i think last time..how come??

            if im still in mlk,i sure ll joi cls again..but now..im in cyber..i place tat very new to me..all my fren had leave in mlk..but y m i here??!!issit a wrong choise??i always think of this ques..at here i can do nth,im a nth here..but at mlk is totally differ..at there i got some frens tat can yam cha together,chit chat,play n stuff..can do activities n go out the whole nite..this is so call a life to me…

            now is a totally differ me..not the way tat i wan to life now..i dunno y i muz study everyday?y i muz eat everyday?y i should do assignment everyday?y i muz stay at home everyday?i even i go home also cant rest at all??!!   "y my life become like this??" GOD..i dy gav me wat i suppose to get it but y did u take it bec again..cuz wan me to learn??but i think is really hard for me…

           now im a gal tat dun even hav to mood to play, chat n also study..life to me is nth..i cant c ppl treasure me..everyone here only noe how to blame ppl n do nth..cuz of this i also learn dun wan to b fren wif ppl..or can said i dy tired of ppl..i really scare to noe the bad side of ppl again!!!!!GOD…pls dun giv me any challeges again..i really dunno whether i can take it anot..is really hard to do tat..haih..

conclusion…..LIFE IS SUX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  is been a very long time tat i din post any blog on frenster…this sem is a very complicated sem for me..got lots of thing happen bad more den good to me…3rd sem,we having 3rd micros concert tat make me very bz…kept run to APAC, CITS, Sports Unit, STAD, FMD, security….really make me damn tired of doin all this work..it’s okay for me to do all this stuff..cuz this also wat i wan(i volunteer for doin secretary)no choice..

   after this is lot’s of things tat happen to my frenship problems tat i worried a lots from the begining..from the begining to hav so much best fren i dy very scare tat thing will turn out to b like be4..i really so scare..at tat time i was lucky to hav ade n sze…i think god really like me a lot..although thing din turn out so bad but by my side i still got my dear tat support n acc me..

  next,2day is the last day for me to play around..cuz tmr is my war wif 5sub tat i very scare wif…none of them is i cofident wan..i really damn scare!!!!help me god!!!be4 enter here i really dunno how scare exam is..all my life for exam is juz simply go through..no serious study n stuff..but now..i go library from 8 am till 12nite(although got go out eat few hours la)…but den still like cant finished any of my sub..so damn scary!!!!!who can help me???!!!!! BUDDY!!!i really very scare now…really hope to go bec to the ime tat we study together n play together…can we go bec again??!!!!!

   today is mother’s day..hope all the mother in this world HAPPY MOTHER’S DAY!!!specially to my beloved mummy..thank to u tat taking care so well of me..n now i wanna say sth tat i cant really say it out in reality..tat is "mom I LUV U"…for my whole life..i really love u..n i really sorry tat sometimes been to naughty to u..u r the most wonderful mom tat i even hav!!!!!tmr is my "big day"to fight against 5 sub wor..i really hope can hear ur voice to let me noe tat u r still support me like be4..tat’s y i fon u n hear ur voice..at least chat wif u will make me peace n let me noe tat u r still by my side forever!!!!

   today is mother’s day but my dear’s mum sick..n cuz of sth she got a bit mad of dear..all mum is like tat de dear…she juz say u but seriously she really proud to hav u to b her son..u r the best n hope u wont cuz of this no mood for ur exam…

  last but not least..wish my buddy good luck for her examtmr.same wif me..fight against the exam!!!!u always hav my suport no matter wat k…pls remember this always……

  sittin in front of  the pc,chatting n listen to S.H.E’s songs..this is all i can do during the nite of my hometown..quite boring n stuff..but..everytme wanna come bec hometown i sure feel very exciting wor!!!i think cuz got my family here..although all my fren r not here..come bec only can fetch my bro n help my house to "fen dan" a bit the house work..

    this is the holiz of the finished of 2nd sem..haven start 2nd sem..i really very worried n very scare to face this damn pack n bz 2nd sem..cuz the timetable is damn pack n the sub tat i studied r not tat interested..n need to do cls work lagi..really make ppl cant even braeth wor..although i noe i really done very badly in cls work…hope in the 3rd sem..i can work even better..at here i wanna thax to those who help me in the 2nd sem..tat is…in academy : "mei chee, wallice, james, jun rong, tony, zheng kai, nobita n…."mayb in this sem i hardly join u guys do things..hope the next sem got more chance for me to join u guys loh…okay..next is the cls…"muz thax a lot to shu jin,wen li, wen yee, kai liang, pig head, drian n also lots of ppl tat in 6th singing comp.."i really done lots of wrong tat mayb u guys only can forgive me..but i’ll try to change it loh…whenever c elaine done sth wrong..pls..tell elaine fast..cuz she hope tat she can change it loh!!!  thax for all the "bao rong" loh..elaine ll appreciate it..

   ppl that c my blog until here should noe tat i so damn bz..so where got time write blog wor..haha..only now got a little free time to write it loh..haih~~~i had a very bz day today wor..help my mum cleaned the room..until my rm74 de nail also broke liao wor..heartache..but den last also need to cut it off de lar…

   okay lar..here wanna said a little bout my this year b’day..haha…very happy during this year b’day wor..a very special n also happy b’day..although  looked like everyone dy forgot my b’day..but at last got lot’s of ppl tat remember it n greet me after 3rd jan..thax to u guys loh.."you xin jiu hao le"…i dun mind received belated greet..haha..n the most important is tat i got my dear to help my celebrate wif it..n also lots of my micros damn good frenz….kai liang,wen li,wen yee,shu jin,zheng kai,calvin,pig head n lots of them…tat nite still go to xuan n call min jack sang b’day song to me..haha..wat a xin fu gal wor!!!!

  i think is enuf liao loh…hey frenz..i’ll upload some pic..so pls b patient to wait for the pic loh…haha…HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!

        today is my last day exam for my 1st sem in mmu..1st time in here take final wor..seriously quite scary for me..haha..but finally finished n lets pray for me n all my course-mate that all sub pass in flying colors..haha..no sub paper loh…^-^

    after yest blog..as i expect..lots of ppl that concern bout me fon me,msn,ym n sms me to ask wat happened to me n some also tell me jokes to juz heard me laugh..they said finally u returned to the normal u..erm…i cry is not me??!!weird wor..cuz i also will unhappy even i would laugh n jokes in front of many ppl..anyway i also dun quite understand y i would act like that yest…cuz im a person that very easy forget things wor..especially those "bad" things..really thax got that much ppl that care for me n would ask wat’s going on me..haih~~~so sometimes wanna post blog also very scare that would influnce ppl mood..cuz i only post blog when i extreamly "weird"..so when they saw it..their mood also will "extreamly" down..n they will sure come n ask me wat happen n stuff..n try to say sth to confornt me..erm..but……dunno ler…really very hard to explain loh..all i wanna say is gal is complicated de..cuz even she also dunno wat she is doing or thinking..so u cant use any moral theories or logical theories to explain it…

   after exam cuz lots of fon call n sms until nobita complain wor..he said we got 24 hours a day but my fon rang 22hours…where got wor!!!like that say me..sometimes my fon also din rang for 1 whole rang okay!!! =P…

  heard that yest doramon go operation wor..juz noe..so shock..i noe doremon sick n din come to exam but dunno need to operation so serious..like to chat n jokes wif doremon..he very cute wor..very telanted in "cloning"sounds of cartoons..especially the crazy frog wan..so damn funny wor..haha…miz him wor…when coming bec muz call us loh…^-^

    last but not least,my cousin is getting married this December wor…"gong xi" you loh..so happy to c u getting married cuz really love u very much..u r the most caring cousin i ever had..among the cousin u r the most sayang me de..always there for me wat wat good de things sure will think of me n share it wif me..so happy got u..although i came to melacca study not in kl lioa…yi ting hui xin fu de wor…haha…^-^

   still got some more wor..now holiz liao…not going to class n micros stuff….i sure will miz all my course-mates de wor..although we r going trip..haha..to all of ours house..sure very fun wor..now is micros members…luv to hang out wif u guys wor..n u guys let me noe lots of thing n also a lots of knowledge that cant learnt from text book..haha….

haha..bbq at mei chee’s house…miz u guys loh…

micros’ 5 golden flowers..haha..miz u guys too loh..^-^

sure will miz all micros members…miz u guys wor…^-^